LITHOSPHERE HYDROSPHERE ATMOSPHEREcan anyone be less self-disciplined than me? i highly doubt so. since weini using facebook uses alot of time, and weini using facebook means not studying, which implies that she's not memorising, by induction, weini will not do well for geography.oh man. can someone tell me why i am such a mess these days.first, they rejected me for internship. i swear this whole thing is fucked up. but too bad, it's their loss. they'll never be able to find such a dedicated alumni and engaging intern like me. and in anycase, i should have chosen some stupid humans subject as my choice. the wholeeee singapore needs humans teachers, why haven't i thought of that earlier. why did i pick chem and bio. fuck.as what yihfang says, there will definitely be no hot guys in teaching in bp. OH MAN BUT I THINK BP GUYS LOOK SO MUCH BETTER THAN NJ GUYS. second, the stupid geneal office says they haven't receive my verified cip record when i already dropped it into the stupid fucking box in the GO. and vivien saw it with her humungous eyes too. what's best, i smsed my ginormous ct who ignored me, completely. which further emphasise how fucked up the whole school system is. but then again, i'll check with the stupid GO staff on monday. and see what they have to say about this.a bubble tea betting for "HUH I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING."
third, i have physical geog paper on monday and i have barely touched the subject. someone tell me again, what on earth was i thinking when i chose this fucked up subject combi ): and why the hell did i choose geog when i didnt even do well for it during olevels! ohmygod this really suck big time. and in any case, was studying litho at cck library ytd. saw familiar faces who ttly ignored me so i ignored them back. uh main point, i found geography books in the library, with case studies. i swear they are better than those stupid red spot books that are gathering dust in the school library. there was this guy who was mugging for his o lvl geog and sitting next to me. i bet he didnt know i was a jc student. because all the books i took were for litho. and i looooove seeing his eyes bulge out when i slammed a whole mountain of books on the table. guess i made him super stressed. then he started mumbling to himself. poor boy, you'll do fine for geog.and maybe i should just go offline and bury my face inside the hydo notes :\ i've been online for 2 freaking hours when i told myself i would only be online for 15minutes. and then after lunch i was sooooo tired i took a short nap, of 3 freaking long hours. is this an irony or a paradox. as far as i'm concern, you'll just another picture to burn.
what's meant not to be will never be.ok so i got rejected. no big deal right. not my loss anyway, right? maybe i'm really unsuitable, but i always wanted to try. to me, everything is worth a shot. otherwise i'll never know what would happened if i had tried D:but usually, trying doesnt equate to getting. and oh well. the future looks bleak. but it's ok i've pretty much gotten over it, fast eh? i think so too. about 15minutes or so i guess. i'll survive."there is a lie in the heart of belief (be-lie-f)."quoted this from albert.b fb :D
a dedication to uglc.
and i re-emphasise, it's not a misspelling of ugly ): its an acronym for ugly-green-lappy-case lol. in any case, i like this song alot :D heard it on 987 when im in mac searching for those stupid missing gamecards ): anw vien and i have decided to change our course, we'll aim to get all those instant wins instead. i seriously doubt i'll get my orchard road ):Kristinia DeBarge - Future Lovea couple of years.
and I'm gonna know your name.
it's like I waited for you forever.
and I know this might sound insane.
but it won't be long
til' we're gonna take this up.
what I'm talking about our future love.
it's so far away.
and baby you´re right next door.
got me picturing your face again.
something worth waiting for.
i put all others behind me.
they don't live up.
i know what I want what I need to the T.
baby if they ask me.
i would say I don´t even know your name.
and when they ask me:
does it change?
no it don't change a thing.
'cause it's something about the way you love me.
and it's something about the way you know me.
that I can't explain enough.
just something about our future love future love future love.
something about a future love future love future love.
walking hand in hand.
going on the second date.
i can picture how we're touching
and the kiss I can almost taste. (i think this line is so cute)
i imagine the all the ways.
we meet for the very first time.
i can see the place feel the love at first sight. (love at first sight doesn't existtt)
baby if they ask me.
i would say I don't even know your name.
and when they ask me:
does it change?
no it don't change a thing.
'cause it's something about the way you love me.
and it's something about the way you know me.
that I can't explain enough.
just something about our future love future love future love.
something about a future love future love future love.
i know the minute you pull up next to me.
we standing there like destiny.
when it feels like you're fighting just to breathe that's when you know.
the minute I pull up next to you.
suddenly you don't know what to do
everything inside you says that I'm the one.
baby if they ask me.
i would say I don't even know your name.
and when they ask me:
does it change?
no it don't change a thing.
'cause it's something about the way you love me.
and it's something about the way you know me.
that I can´t explain enough.
just something about our future love future love future love.
something about a future love future love future love.
*oh and i was horribly late in meeting vien for school ytd. woke up only when she called me 30minutes after our meeting time lol. was feeling super guilty (but at the same time was hoping to see uglc, if he goes to school that early) until i saw ecube on the 67 yesterday morning (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((: im a lucky girl; & that made me happy for the rest of yesterday lol.ps. i caught almost all my eyecandies take 67 :D
don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away.
in no mood to talk about the stupid registering for license, stillllllll. am in low productivity recently, i need some motivation but nothing is motivating me so. *just shut up weini* ok whatever.
WEINI vs VIVIEN (i)
she said her icecream is prettier, and sadly i agree ):
WEINI vs VIVIEN (ii)
to those who have some time on their hands.
(oh man i should really be studying for geog, trust me im so dead this time round)
enlarge the photo! and check out the evolution of the macbeths lol.
PRIMARY6 - SECONDARY3 - COLLEGE2
and since im feeling happy today :D i shall upload some of my old photos. photos that scandalous laugh and call me a durian-selling uncle ):
before that, i found the earlier stages of the evolution of weini lol.
PRIMARY4 - SECONDARY1
someone tell me why i looked like that ): pictures arent clear, cuz last time phone camera not good ma lol.
PINAFOS (shit how do i spell them huh)
cckps vs chij uniform :D
BACK IN SEC THREE:
someone tell me what the hell is this. SERIOUSLY D:
last time qp was still camera-shyy :\
OH MY GOD. vivien you're balding.
yea yea the period with durian-seller hairstyle ): lol but it doesnt look that bad last time what, or did it?! lol.
NETBALLERS CHANGED TOO lolol.
enlarge this! i think it's my prettiest picture in sec 3 lol.
OH MAN YF. DO YOU RMB THIS :DDDD
SEC 4
i think it's starting to look normal, right? :D
J1 - normal hairstyle
J1 - with the stupidly short hairstyle.
T3 yo :D
& when i think i'm looking more normal,
):
ps. ypl if you see this. enlarge this picture. i think that guy at the bottom left corner really resembles you.
NOW aka MOST RECENTLY.
much better lol. no wonder they say girls who are 18 become a flower (ok lousy translation). STILL, i know my eyes became bigger, my face smaller etc lol. OK IT'S FUN LOOKING AT OLD PHOTOS :D
anw, was rewatching secret yesterday ): and i still cried. and seriously, guys who play the piano are hot. i dno but i really like one of the final scenes, when yexianglun emerged into the clsrm backdoor, worn out but with that relief on his face, SO HOT. 
in any case, they stupidly go and cut the movie short. ridiculous srsly :\
there's just something 'bout the way you love me.kup-ed from vivien :D i swore not to come online but i still did. using the excuse that i am going to research for geog case studies. but in the end, i ended up bloghopping and on fb :\ and im so going to skip those so-not-interesting questions lol.Appearance- because looks are first impression. What should be the impression given by his overall appearance?
charismatic and confident.
What race would you prefer?
my race. and fyi, im a chinese. because i know there are people who are going to say i am not chinese and i actually am of another race etc o.o
What should his complexion be like?
at least like mine. NOT THAT I WANT HIM TO HAVE LOTS OF FRECKLES.poor me with lots of freckles :\
Around how tall should he be?
singaporean guys are getting shorter. taller than me can alr. better if you're above 175cm, but best if you're 180cm and more :D
What body type?
i want nice chest muscles and broad shoulders. nice places to lie on lol.Are there any traits you find particularly attractive?
eyes that make me unable to stare right back. (and that's really rare cuz i love staring)and humour that cheers me up even if im at all time low. (OMG ALL TIME LOW is lava!)Personality- The important stuff it takes a while to find out.
What is the single most important personality trait you look for?
obviously that he lava-s me right.
What personality trait do you find most unpleasant?
uh. not telling me anything. and when i ask, shoo me away. thats plain evil.
Is sense of humor important to you? Elaborate.
yes. i need 100% humour everywhere everytime :DDo you want a man with a protective personality?
HAHAHA YES. i ttly envision myself with a possessive guy. that's how taiwan idol dramas are whatt lol.oh yea. must learn how to fightt. SO HOT lol.
What activities would you like to share with him?
*looks at those condoms*
Would you object to a passion for sports?
I LAVA SPORTS. i recently realised i love watching guys play badminton and basketball. i dno why but they usually look better playing sports than their usual self.
Is his level of intelligence important?
NO, and i dont see why it should.Would you want him to be smarter than you?
smarter in the sense of street-smart? duh ofc, since im far from street smart. and, smart in the sense of knowing how to fix a leaking tap, a fused bulb, and how to kill cockroaches and lizards :D
Would you want him to be your provider?
money provider? or. *looks at the condoms again*
Would he be aggressive?
are possessive guys aggressive? if they are then i guess so lol.
Is it important that he have a spirit of adventure?
yayy let's go scale mt everest yo :D
Would you prefer a highly domestic man?
obviously. help me fix my lightbulb and my taps etc :D best is if he can teach me how to cook, IM HOPELESS ):Life Goals- For when it gets serious.
What are your career goals?
forensics, pharmacy, air stewardess :D
Would it bother you if his career involved a lot of travel or long hours?
yea ): im afraid of the dark, and im afraid of solitude, and i dont like to sleep alone.
Are you looking for marriage? im supposed to get married before i turn 19 next year lol. OK MY DREAM LA HOR.
If it came down to you or 'the baby', which would you have him choose?
me. duh. he'll be the centre of my world and i'll be his. wont it be? and in anycase, he wont have to choose cuz i will want a baby lol.
If you wish to have children, how many do you wish to have?
TWO :D must be twins somemore, so i wont have to deliver twice.
Beliefs- the REALLY important stuff. What is your religion?
freeeeeee-thinker.
Would you have a relationship with someone from a different belief system?
i guess that's everyone else lol. duh why not.
What would you do if, after marriage, he changed his belief system?
doesnt matter because im a freeeethinker lol.
Does your belief system allow for divorce?
:D
Does your belief system allow abortion?
:D BUT IM PRO-LIFE.
Would you want to be his first?
*looks at those condoms yet again* thinking in another light, if he has prior experience it would be more fun right. If you have different belief systems, which would be taught to any progeny?
his i guess. or maybe mine, since im a freeeeeeethinker lol.
Finally- stuff that didn't fit anywhere else. What kind of wedding do you want?
on a plane! private jetplane yo~
What sort of background/childhood would you prefer he come from?
a super interesting one (LIKE MINEEEEEE)because then there will be endless things to talk about :D
Does he like Green Day?
SERIOUSLY. i think its more impt that he lava-s me lol.*and anw, if you guys were wondering why the hell im talking lava.question:what did mummy volcano tell baby volcano?I LAVA YOU ♥
i found this when i was browsing through some jh geography file :D
stop trampling over little children, you monsters.ok im so sorry. but i couldnt resist posting this :D dont look at the analysis before hand. & im going to highlight mine.请依序从1到5排出下面最容易让你哭的原因，1是最容易哭；5是最不容易：
- 感动 [4]
- 伤心 [3]
- 痛(肉体的痛) [5]
- 生气 [1]
- 担心/紧张 [2]
ANALYSIS 感动 [跟你不是很熟的人心中的你]
排在第1：常常把自己藏起来的人。很有神秘感。不容易接近。
排在第2：很会关心别人的人。很容易发现身边有人不开心。不会很容易讲错东西或话题。
排在第3：傻傻的人。怪怪的。想做什么就做什么。不过很可爱。
排在第4：不会想﹐老是要人担心的人。
排在第5：很聪明﹐很负责任的领导人。对你很尊敬。
伤心 [ 跟你很熟的人心中的你]
排在第1：对很多事都要求很高的人。不过有很多时候都太固执。
排在第2：可以跟你讲道理。黑白之间分辨得很清楚。
排在第3：心思很细腻的人。很多时候伤心不会表现出来，不过其实大家都看得出来。
排在第4：会先想很多才会做选择。不想自己给人看扁,自尊可以算是很强的人。
排在第5：外刚内柔的人。但其实知道你的内心不是那么坚强
痛 [ 你希望别人觉得你是……]
排在第1：很需要别人保护的人。
排在第2：不是那么容易接近的人。
排在第3：好人一个。很关心身边的人。不怕做牺牲的人。
排在第4：很聪明 , 不过又不会骄傲的人。
排在第5：很清楚自己想什么要什么的人。
生气 [ 你最希望你的情人是……]
排在第1：跟你很合拍。你跟他想的东西是一样 ,不用问便知道对方要什么。
排在第2：不会很客易发脾气。要懂得容忍你。外刚内柔。有自己的性格。
排在第3：内心是很可爱的一个人。你猜不到下一步他会做什么。
排在第4：很细心。你需要什么他都有准备。不会因为很少的东西便找你。
排在第5：智慧很重要。可以管得到你的人。而且要讲道理。
担心/紧张 [最真实的你是……]
排在第1：一个很怕给别人看到自己是什么样的人。不喜欢自己性格的人。
排在第2：孤独的人。很希望可以跟一大堆人在一起。不过很多时候都不知道怎样跟别人沟通。
排在第3：觉得朋友比天还重要的人。很珍惜身边很多朋友。敢爱敢恨。不过不喜欢的人你就不会去管。
排在第4：直接的人。很多时候因为这样的性格跟别人不合。希望有多一点人可以了解你。特别是你喜欢的人。
排在第5：不是很清楚自己将来要什么。不过就很幸运的走过半生。不会对很多东西有要求。最重要是可以开心过每一天
FOR THE BFFs :D
YIHFANG & VIVIEN
最爱装坚强的女生
第一名 射手座（说了也没用）
第二名 天蝎座（一定要撑过去）
第三名 魔羯座（觉得哭很丢脸）
第四名 狮子座（倔强又逞强）
第五名 双子座（表面不在乎）
谈恋爱最快不顾形象的女生
第一名巨蟹座（简单朴素就是美）
第二名 牡羊座（爱就是坦白说出来）
第三名 双子座（把握年轻 及时行乐）
第四名 射手座（诚意面对感觉）
第五名 天蝎座（真心最重要)
男人眼中的花蝴蝶女
第一名 双子座（很有办法引人注目）
第二名 牡羊座（举手投足有自信）
第三名 射手座（个性不羁难捉摸）
第四名 天平座（到处放电又有办法）
第五名 双鱼座（每个人都觉得她人缘好）
lol so cool, all 3 of us arranged consecutively :D
最毒蛇的老婆星座
第一名射手座（哪壶不开提哪壶）
第二名 天蝎座（一定让你比她更伤心）
第三名 狮子座（自尊受伤就强烈反击）
第四名 牡羊座（有话就直说 不经大脑）
第五名 天平座（冷血翻旧账）
lol yf, EVIL WIFE LEH.
最会耽误女孩子青春的男生
第一名 魔羯座（先立业后成家）
第二名 水瓶座（一直骑驴找马）
第三名 双鱼座（好像不止一个对象）
第四名 双子座（不牢靠 长不大）
第五名 巨蟹座（无法下定决定）
感情骗术最高强的男生
第一名 双鱼座（当下认真 不像骗徒）
第二名 巨蟹座（外热内冷 清除自己在干吗）
第三名 水瓶座（要全面控制恋爱进度）
第四名 射手座（真真假假 令人摸不清）
第五名 牡羊座（装天真 令人不设防)
aye too many chinese stuff nowadays. some random updates.
the gc formula has been circulating around for the past day :D BUT ITS SUPER CUTE I LIKE IT :D and all of a sudden i realise studying at the food court is damn productive.
consulted h3math help yesterday. OK LA CAN MAKE IT LOR. but i still think ghim's pen look very ugly and his super ex earpiece look very ugly too :D
AND. i forgot to mention that i found my eyecandy in np :DDDDDDD friday when we were on 67 gg to np, i saw this guy who was wearing all white carrying a green lappycase :D and i was telling vivien the guy look damn hot from the back. then i was thinking if he was heading to np / sp.
when we reached the np bustop and started to rot cuz hqp wasnt there yet, i suddenly spotted the same white guy with the same hair and the same ugly green lappy case. AW SO HOT. and then and then whats the best thing :D i saw him again yesterday, when we were taking 67 back to lot one. AND HE WAS AT THE BUSSTOP. wearing a white shirt with the nice hair and carrying the same ugly green lappycase.
i was willing everyone to squeeeeeeze all the way in so that he could board the bus but the people on 67 are too fat :\ so he stayed at the busstop. OH WELL. at least i know he leaves around vien's area HAHAHAH.
aye. but he got h1econs' feeel. vivien was like analysing my eyecandy type:
nice spiky hair, abit dark dark one, not much muscle one, typical sunshine boy
let's come up with a new name. h4econs would sound stupid.
the guy who loves you true.me thinks this is very cute.i wanted to publish this a few days back but was too lazy. sorry to non-chinese :D must read must read lol :D1.真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：平时嘲笑你没胸没屁股，指着洋mm说：瞧瞧人家，那才叫长得够味。等你真的很认真的对他说：很多人都去隆胸，你也想去的时候。他会很生气地说：别傻，现在这样多好啊。
2. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：吃饭的时候，把最好的都摆在你面前，看你狼吞虎咽的吃，先是很欣慰的笑笑，然后再生气的说：慢点慢点，没人跟你抢。然后再很生气的说：你太自私了，什么都是挑最好的先吃。再最后，还是把最好的都夹到你碗里。
3. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：无论你做什么东西，他都说好吃。偶尔说一次：这个太咸了。尽管如此还是都吃掉了。直到有一次家里来客人，你做了一大桌的东西，客人说：你是不是平时很少做饭啊？你终于明白：其实你做的东西并不好吃。
4. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：每次都跟你说，我们上馆子吃吧，自己做太累。你说：太贵，用这个钱可以买大虾自己做着吃。他会很高兴的说：还是我老婆最贤惠。
5. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：你每次去接他，从来都是迟到，他很生气，说你不重视他，才会迟到。把你先骂一顿，然后再打开包包，满包包全是给你买的东西。
6. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：催你早点睡，早点起。你跟他说：早上早点叫我起来。早上你却偏偏要赖床，他叫了几次你都不起，最后起来晚了，你还要怪他没好好叫你。他很无辜，说：我看你睡得那么香，不忍心叫你。
7. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：总是把别的女人鄙一顿，张三太丑，李四太笨，王五太傻…只有我老婆最好，其实他这么做只是为了哄你开心而已。她们并没有他所鄙视的那么糟。这是等你真正懂事的时候才明白的道理。
8. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：你一遇到困难，就想到他，并且总能从他那找到解决困难的答案。当你没困难的时候就总也想不到他，他却不怪你。
9. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：给你钱花，你却说他把你宠坏了，失去了艰苦奋斗的决心。不给你钱花，为了让你树立艰苦奋斗的决心的时候，你却说他对你不够好，自己吃山珍海味，却让她受苦。
10. 真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：心里惦记着你，想来看你，你却说你很忙。为你着想，不来看你的时候，你又说他抛下你一个人不管，自己去逍遥。
11.真正爱你的男人是这样来爱你的：真的真的很爱你，可你却从来都觉得是应该的。直到有一天，当你看看周围的世界的时候。在不停叹息世界的黑暗，世人的可怜的时候，女人的不幸，男人的不仁的时候，才突然发现自己原来是如此的幸福，一直生活在真空中，没有看见世界的疾苦和黑暗。逐渐学会长大，逐渐收敛狂野，逐渐放弃叛逆，逐渐回顾自己，才发现为何你是如此幸运，却从来没有觉察到。对真正爱你的男人，你拿什么来偿还。没有了，这辈子都无法偿还清。真的，你开始慢慢懂得这是上辈子的德和下辈子的债.aww so sweet. i'll find this guy who loves me true :D
OH OH OH. went down to np library today to mug. super nice 924 helped vien and i book the agate room from 1300 to 1900 :D i seriously think i'll get lost in np if left alone. oh but then again, appparently the rm was booked only till 1700 and me and vien were threw out of the rm ): the guy who koped the room still dare to smile at me, rahh. and vivien concluded i got a new stalker in np LOL. in any case, saw so many ppl in np today, was quite shocking la, cuz majority are jc students lol. for instance, i got a scare when gel happily pop out of her super mega big ass size room and poked me. she huiyi and shuyi got such a big room for herself la ): LUCKY THEM. and then i saw tjh floating out of the window and vivien thought i was lying. so i decided to show her and tada, saw joan and fh outside the room. met kaylee later on too. interesting day really. but most unproductive. but then again, it's mainly due to the fact that i was studying bio ): why did i take bio, like seriously. but nevertheless, the day spent with the mother-daughter pair is fun yo :D when vivien yf and me get tgt, vivien get my drift. BUT THEN, when qp vien and i get tgt, the 924 frequency is too strong lol :D TOOTHPASTE!and 924 said something really true:i can click/ clique so much better with you all than my school friends/ classmates.
i forgot the exact words but its along that line la :D HOHO I LOVE 924 and 49.
